Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Another day in hell

Today is another day in hell where I woke up from my sleep and have a bad headache thinking about the assignment and presentation that I need to do as the class C.O.D (chef of the day). Aiya busan owh penat lagi ni. A lot of stuff to think about, menus, ordering, presenting, hiasan, cloth macam macam lah.

Enough about kitchen class. There are also other things that occupied my mind and bikin sakit kepala. For instance got assignment for entrepreneurship where we need to send our first draft about two weeks ago and until now we still not able to send the first draft even though lama sudah siap. Im too lazy to do any work now don't no why. Besides that there also going to be test for this class tomorrow not only for the etr class but also for computer class. zzzzzzzzzz test test and test again. I hate test or anything that need to written lol why dont the government create some new ways of testing the student besides need to do written test ahahaha.

Again money............ why does money is so important to us nowadays. I can still remember the days when I was still little, ui sa pun pernah jugak bha kecil kecilan ni ehehehe, I dont need money to enjoy and have fun. I can just go out with ma frens and cousin playing a game of football, go to the beach for a swim memancing at the river, main guli and much more. we dont need money for this type of excitement. now everything seems to need money like playing football or futsal where we need to rent the place up because there is no empty lot for us to play here. besides that food is so ridiculously expensive here in semenanjung. what happen to the bihun soup seringgit now to eat bihun soup it cost me at least 3 ringgit wow it has tripled since then. is money just a new world conspiracy haha to enslave the people using money lol.

besides money time is also seems to be a very valuable thing for me. why do i need to attend classes so that its going to be easier for me to get a job. cant people just get a job without education. skill is something we can acquire in time. cant we just have classes at our home using the internet??? apa guna cakap ja zaman i.t but they still use the ancient way of having classes where to sit in class ramai ramai sempit macam sardin and waste petrol on transportation. we need to save our world from polution and car creates polution to the air by burning up the fuel. haish what is happening to our world today.

i think thats all I can say for today, renung renung kan lah wahai kengkawan, ada ada jak


Saturday, September 5, 2009

Lonely Heart

Chapter 2 : Wish Of A Dying Man

The end is coming,
It might not be the end of the world,
But the end of a dying man,
For he who has walk his path in this world,
Seeking an answer to this pathetic life of his,
Traveled through chain of pains,
Through verse and foreign land unknown to him,
Traveled alone with only himself and his will as his guide,
Once,
He had traveled with not only himself,
But,
With a person which people could call his one true love,
He cherished his life with her by his side,
Till one fated day finally came,
His love walk away from him and never turn back,
He felt helpless,
His will turn to black,
A new path to be chose which differ from his path,
A life to be alone and polarity is a fact,
Carrying a desease that has no cure yet,
Which could kill a person,
Not their body but their mind,
A disease which is caused by a broken heart,
Which suffered by all people which has fallen in love,
When people put their trust on each other,
And trust will turn to deceit,
But to him,
He would give anything just to be with his one true love,
Then the man traveled the world alone,
In order to heal the wound inside his heart,
Until the day where he is finally out of breath,
Not able to continue his journey anymore,
Left to die alone in a foreign land,
Before he dies,
He has one wish and only one wish,
To be with his true love which brighten up,
The life of a man with a lonely heart..............................

Lonely Heart

Chapter 1 : Abandoned By The Light

Sorrow grew inside a lonely heart

Unknown to the world from which he belongs
In grief and broken away from the light
Which shines and brightens the world and our lives
He chooses to exile himself in the dark
Because his light abandoned him so shine up new life
The darkness swallowed his life at first sight
Leaves him defenseless against the darkness might
Silence filled up the air around him all night
Day turn into night and death comes to the living
Now to the poor soul
Everything means nothing without his light
Without his light that shines and brightens his life
Then he decided that he should run
Run like he never ran before
He runs and continues to run just for one thing
So that he can find his way back
To the light that once has brighten the life of
This man with the lonely heart................